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I can't help but feel this huge ache in my chest. I don't know why, my life is amazing! I just found a group of friends, I'm getting my grades up, and now I'm in a play (well, actually I'm just tec., but it should count for something)! There's just something inside of me that just wants to hurt, and take over me. I can't escape it! It's like some sort of cancer, slowly swallowing me whole. It's the worst feeling, especially sense I just want to escape from it! I don't know what to do at this point, I'm just trying to fill it with positive energy and hope that it will explode into something great.

g little thing. It didn't say a word, it just stared at me with teary eyes. "You know I do, I'm not lying, I really do hate you," the thing only stared back pitifully. It didn't say a word, it just looked at me in shock and amazement. "You don't cry at your own grandfather's death bed, but when someone yells at you, you completely fall apart!" I look at the sniveling termite. "Well," i said, slowly calming down "what do you have to say for your self?" It look at the ground, as if it were going to find the answer down there. "Your right," the words finally came out "I am pathetic, but at least I can admit it," it said, as if it were an accomplishment to know your own faults. The ugly sniveling face looked up to face me finally, it blinked away the tears and let them slowly roll down her face. "I hate you too," it declared finally, putting on the face of a warrior "I wish you'd just leave me alone!" it said forcefully, as it slowly gained courage. "But your stuck with me" i smiled wickedly at the thought. The thing simply looked back at me, and with an evan crueler smile said "And your stuck with me,"