I can't help but feel this huge ache in my chest. I don't know why, my life is amazing! I just found a group of friends, I'm getting my grades up, and now I'm in a play (well, actually I'm just tec., but it should count for something)! There's just something inside of me that just wants to hurt, and take over me. I can't escape it! It's like some sort of cancer, slowly swallowing me whole. It's the worst feeling, especially sense I just want to escape from it! I don't know what to do at this point, I'm just trying to fill it with positive energy and hope that it will explode into something great.